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Tuesday, August 23, 2011

besday of mine..

teng! teng! teng! hee..
it's almost 12's gonna leave my 20th anniversary soon..miss a mere celebration of it with those sweetest wishes ever..
received lot of wishes from my bezties, acquaintances n lovely relatives..
thanks a lot guys..luv u oll..ummuuuahhhh! >.<
some promised me to treat me for dinner (kepci)..
they haven't fulfill their promises..n i'm goin to remind them bout it..haha *demanding a bit

1st person wished me that day was my intimate frenzy (since kindergarten)..
he's having the same bufday with me..but he's one year older than me (means, he's 220190, mine is 220891)
i'm glad that everyone remember me..i feel like reborn today..
even some is kinda forget bout my bufday, but i nver blame them for that..they are busy working on their assignmnt, perhaps they didn't on9, or go for dates..hohoho

wanna ask my mum to cook my favorite meal after reaching home this coming friday..lalala..
missing my family right now..;)
currently, listening to iban's songs..hee..

oh, i juz remembered bout friends of mine..
they welcomed me to the club of 20th..hurmm..i guess i'm not ready to walk into it..still miss m y 19th era (childishness era)..
even no celebration being held this year, but i was elated, glad, so much cheer as those friends of mine owez remember me..u ol are gifts from God to occupy a part of my life..

me and my pink!
till then..thanks again to ol beztie..luv u guys..ummuahhhhh!!

Friday, August 19, 2011

amusement behind a profession as an English Teacher..

hello guys,
how's today?? duin good?? a friend of mine doesn't do good today..pity him..try to help but dunno wht to do n even how to help..but, no prayer owez accompanies you..;)

hmmm, my entry is quite interesting (for me larr..)
talking bout my profession as a FUTURE ENGLISH TEACHER..quite a number of people think that being a teacher is juz to gain your own salary, teachers are given enough holiday, being a teacher is quite bored (stupid assumptions are made without thinking critically bout it)
for me, i nver felt regret of choosing this's a noble profession as wht saying says..even my own family, they really encourage me to be in this profession..not merely it's guaranteed..but, for me dealing with little kids is fun! gotcha! mostly, they are cute, funny, naughty (perhaps sumting that i really hate to deal with but still i wanna give my bez to chnge them into a person with good manner afterwards)..

back to the main ideas of writing this entry..
we're goin to perform our short play tmorrw (means, no chance to woke up late..hurmmm *sighing)..
working on teaching aids seems to be hard..but, dun u know behind this scene, it's so much fun actually!
below are those masks(props) for tmrrw short play..wish us luck! ;)

terabur suda my room! hahaXD
lot of activities based on kids' preference need to be done..finally, we act like kids as well..hahaha..XD

till then..=)

Saturday, August 13, 2011

finally, we grab the chance!!

was so much fun and enjoyed our photoshoot session..

our so-called professional photographers ..
thumbs up to both of them..
they're absolutely PROF! (sincere compliment 4 sure)
they got assistant too
n not to be forgotten..
list of models(kunun)! gotcha!
farid, stiffi, wan, n me myself..

i've been waiting for this chance..
n today..
it's in my hand..=)
proud to be the chosen one..

a friend of mine ever refers me to "photocapturingmaniac"
i love taking photo..
n mostly my own photos..
even when i got a chance during the lecture..
i will snap some photo using my phone..
you can ask Dor if you don't believe me..
she saw & caught me taking some photo in the class that day..
she also did take some photo of hers too..
try to imitate me arrr?? hahaha..

cut those crabs! hoho..

here are some photos taken at Sutra Harbour during the photoshoot session..
enjoy viewing..

4 frenzies..never be apart..<3 ummuahhh!

taken by STIFFI ELSIE, edited by Me

can't imagine how i love this 'WORLD OF PHOTOGRAPHY"..
perhaps, it's gonna be another career of mine..
those who are really expert in this field
please, do comment on me..
be my guidance..
so, i can improve those shortcomings..

till then =)
have a great weekend..
it's such a chilly nite..

Friday, August 12, 2011

1st Lense

hey guys..
since a few day haven't update anything to my blog..
tonite, i come up wif a new story of mine..gee =)

IT has became a part of me since yesterday..
1st time wearing IT was kinda hurt..
IT hurts my eyes..
n feel like want to cry (tears fall down)

guess what is it??
perhaps, it's something usual or typical for you..
but for me it's something new..
it's a new interest of using it..teet!

here i got my contact lense
it's my first time wearing this kind of stuff..
sorry, if it doesn't fit me
like i even care!
as long as it satisfied me..;)
before being officiated!
Me In Lense..

Me COMPARED to the Lense's model..


but, here i got one thing to be highlighted:
"friends of mine said, my eyes getting bigger by wearing this"
*looking at the mirror..hahahaXD


till then..=)

Tuesday, August 09, 2011


wish to have one on this coming Aug 22nd..

It's bout Coco

it's been so hard lately..
with the assignments, homeworks n other activities held in campus..
when it comes to the personal prob..
it becomes worse n worsest..
Life is tough though..
sometimes, goin through every single moment in life is like walking on the thorny road..
i culd scream in agony..

Luckily, there's owez my Life Savor, God who turns into my life..
lightens the burden..
occupies the empty space i ever had..

was not a good starter..
lately, keep hurting one's feelings without me knowing it..
means, accidentally hurt them..
that's why i mention this many times
but, a friend of mine ever say this
i've been thinking a few time, start to accept it to be a part of me..
but today, i has troubled people that much..

laz nite,
i posted a status
another friend of mine asked

wanna tell those who are still wondering..
i've hurt one's feeling..
this happens not for the first time..
but, it's countless..
asking that person to play a guitar for me during my upcoming bufday..
but, that person was joking
laz nite,
i was a bit moody (dunno why, but for sure, i was)
i was sulking..
n the worsest part when it came to:
i've spoken out this stupid & absolutely a childish sentence ever!!!
stupid! stupid! stupid! so much stupid!

that someone ignored me juz for a moment
till i said "SORRY"
afraid of being apart from that someone merely cuz of that trivial thing
i keep saying "SORRY"

that someone was not putting any word of "VENGEFUL" within his/her life..
still thre's a forgiveness..
a bit relieved but still feeling guilty..
not dare to promise not to hurt someone anymore,
cuz sometimes, it's unexpected!

BED TIME ody..
need to iron my clothes..
till then..
love u guys..ummmmuahhh!

Day of Celebration..

juz completed arranging the documents indise my lappy..
what a hectic day i have!

the damn thing i had today was "printer's ink-->running low!"

nyway, put those damn things aside..
wanna tell a story of 4 frenzies having an outing on the last saturday..
it was not an anecdote yarr! hoho..
it was a story bout having celebration for our "flying color" results..
not simply celebrate it..
bt, it was for thanksgiving..

we merely had simple celebration..
having our "makan2" time..
n not to forget..
it's a MUST!
pixcha of us! ;)

faridah, wani n me..

me n farid..both in purple.

very own pic of mine..photoshoot is a part of routine..hoho

p/s: sorry to STIFFI, culdn't upload any photo of u..suddenly, the file got prob! 
will be uploaded the moment i've fixed worry..cheers!!

till then..

Sunday, August 07, 2011

Precious cookies..

hurmmm, a bit sleepy after having an outing wif frenzy juz now..
it was an enjoyable outing..
it was the 3rd outing throughout this weekend..
how much i've spent within this weekend..*sigh
anyway, back to the main entry for today..

here i got a tasty stuff to be shown..
yummy thing from a friend of mine..;)
in a small transparent wrapper..
there are 3 pieces of cookies!

thx for this "cute n yummy" thing..

* sorry, accidentally broke one piece..hee

Saturday, August 06, 2011

Almost Indescribable..

Three words to describe Today--> Thankful, Elated, Astonish.<3

Writing this entry with a smile X)..
It's such a New Day..
New beginning of Life..
Another Lively Path..

the reasons for "a big smile" today were:

1) again, dream came true! yahoo! bought new T-shirt n another collection of "Spect"..
another spect of mine..

2) Today was so much lively..outing with beztie made my world spinning faster (full with laugh, do whateva satisfied us)
notice this: nobody would scream on the jetty at nite..hahahaXD

My Beztie: Faridah(Farid), Wani & Vel..

3) this might be something personal..
something that really astonishes me damn much! 
i won't reveal this till i confirm the truth of be continued after 9.00 a.m ..

Nice to See, Nice to View..
Boredome pushes me into this..XD

Till then..=)

Friday, August 05, 2011

true happiness..

Hye Guys..
woke up this morning with smile.
table messed up with personal stuff..huh! (daily situation..xoxo)..

then, went to "unit peperiksaan"--> checking the previous exam's result
"flying color"

p/s this is the continuation of the previous entry..i've made the confirmation of the result..n IT IS EXACTLY like the one that my friend had told me last nite..=)

this is exactly the true happiness..
feel like wanna tell the whole world bout it..
God had proved to me..
Toil n Prayer really work together..

Toil + Prayer = Triumphant

i owez believe on the above formula..
it's simple, easy to work it out!

*prayer of thanksgiving..

Lord I come before You, desiring to provide thanks.
Father, I have so much to be thankful for, things unseen and seen,
that You have done in my life.

Lord, mostly I am thankful for the relationship that I have with You.
Lord, You initiated this relationship, by what Your Son endeavored to accomplish,
paying the price for my sin, redeeming and reconciling me.

Dear Heavenly Father, You know the times I have been ungrateful, held ill thoughts toward You and my fellow humans. You know the times I complain and grumble about life and its circumstances, about suffering, going through what seem endless trials and tribulations. Even yielding my members to unholy deeds.

Yet God You are and always will be there with me, even when it seems like I am forever in the wilderness, running further and further from You, You, my God are there guiding me back to Your loving arms.

I am thankful Lord for everything that You allow to cross my path. Thankful for the decisions that You allow me to make and the lessons that come from these decisions.

I’m thankful, Lord, that I do not have to live under condemnation anymore, that You have truly set me free, that I am a new creation that I need not live under the law anymore. Thankful Lord that You have given me joy unspeakable. Thankful Lord that You are longsuffering, allowing me to mature in You!

Lord, words do not express my thankfulness. For Your mighty power is at work in me, transforming me, renewing my mind. To You Lord belong thanks eternal.

In Jesus’ name, amen

Others Got their Wordless Wednesday, Me got Wordless Friday..

Thursday, August 04, 2011

'Pandak Mulut Engkerasak, Panjai Mulut Kitai"

perhaps some followers found that the title above sounds 'alien' to them..
no wonder's written in Iban's Language maa..hahaXD
guess that u might wonder bout the exact meaning of it..

here we go!
it's a special column provided in the most-popular (among dayak) magazine written in Iban's Language..
it's also a proverb among Iban's community existed hundred years ago..

by showing and explaining the title above..
i got the intention behind it actually..hee *evil laughing
i'm goin to allocate a special column for this entry..
what i'm goin to write inside it??
let's check the following summary..

"i'm goin to criticize bout certain people, their unfavorable deeds..
those who unsatisfied me surely will become the victims of it..
those who being so unrespectful (in decision, manner etc)..
it might go across the knows boundaries..n tht's for sure"

it's soon to be another entry for my blog..keep waiting yar..


"You haven't lost your smile at all, it's right under your nose. You just forgot it was there"

if they can smile..why not me..

me and smile are great combination ever..
without smiling..sure, i'll look gloomy & depressed..

last time, 
i received a text from a friend of mine:
"One of the reason i like u is u are real..U are not kind of person who lebih2..U real..When u smile u look happy and smile for the purpose of smile..That's so real of u..That's why i like your smile.."

S--> Simple
M--> Mind touching
I--> Interactive
L--> Long lasting
E--> Effect which wins the hearts..

YES! it's your "sweet smile"..
so keep smiling always.. =)

Wednesday, August 03, 2011


Everything happens for a reason. 
Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. 
Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. 
Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere
It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.

It's a vicious cycle of life..
Includes born, live and death..
it's not gonna run away from these three major elements..

*while writing this entry, i recall back what i've gone through in life..
Hardship is a best teacher that ever guides me to the phase of maturity..
Till i reached there,
I realized how much i had sacrificed,
How many time I had made mistakes,
How frequent I hurt someone in one day..
till today, I can't erase and tear away the feeling of guilty..
extremely guilty..

no one knows, how hurt it is..deep inside,  only  God knows..

p/s sory if this entry meant to be gloomy..

Falling on You..

It's morning, a warmest morning..
can't even close my eyes nor lay down on the bed..
to occupy the warmness of surrounding..
let's listening to the song..
falling on one of those..
it's touching, motivating..dedicated for my beloved ones..luv u guys..ummuahh!

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if i've got you
Baby, if i've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if i fall
Down, down, down..

part of the song's lyric..
realized the deeper meaning of this part..
"even if we're falling down and there's someone who's goin to rescue us..there's should be no worry at all..someone who's willing to sacrifice his or her life for us is incomparable to parachute..even parachute is not guaranteed can save our lives after all..those who sacrifice a lot for us are the exact people who are really care bout us"

"for those who are really care bout me, thanks for always be there the moment I need you damn much..wanna be in ur embrace all the time so that i feel my life savor  till the world ends..never let me fall, yet lift me up and bring me out of distress"

till then..nunite =)

dream comes true..

Last weekend, my dream came true..
I bought a "Cute" bag..Emphasis: "The First"..means what? i also dunno lor..haha XD
perhaps, it means "who will be THE FIRST to buy me?" hohoho..
it's affordable and of course portable..perhaps, i'll bring it along whenever i'm goin out later on..i got 2 bags by right..both are so much different from one another (including pattern).
my new bag! how is it?? it's wearing spect some more..

lemme introduce to u..a cute keychain..i hang it on my beg..she got a name..since thre's a written word on her body "me too", hence i name her "Mitu"..hoho