Again..I Cry..

hye guys..

new update from me after Raya's Holiday..

currently in Bakong right now..

n off to Miri afterwards..

back to KK tomorrw..see u guys! ;)

perhaps, most of my frenzies had their fun during holiday..

but, mine went the other way around..

my beloved grandma fell sick..

and i juz noticed it when i reached home on the day i back home..

i was totally sad..

the world seemed gloomy that week..

about 3 days i need to look after my grandma before she was hospitalized..

till today..

i owez call my parents and ask for my grandma..

recently i heard..

she can recognize some people who were familiar to her b4..

i;m afraid that she won't be able to recognize me...anymore..

i'm totally afraid of losing her..

wanna be by her side..

but, time totally constraints me of doing so..

i need to do my PBS (which had been accomplished)..

perhaps, nobody knows that deep inside i cry..

she's a beloved grandma i ever have..

God, listen to my pray..

through spoken word or when my heart ask for Your help..

begging u..

be her Saviour..

~ amen ~