beginning of sheer pressure..b prepared!

will i be like this??

i'm a little bit under pressure..i mean for the current situation. Only God knows the real mixed-feelings that i own right now. Assignments, micro teachings, Unit Beruniform, replacement class which i dislike so much..urghhh! life won't be tht easy since this is the beginning of hectic months, for both april and may. UJjian Akhir Kursus which will be held next week, n i'm totally unprepared for it. Plus the subject that really doesn't interest me at ol, the one related to History subject which i've learnt in Secondary school. Gosh! such a long description i've made. sorry for extending the description..ngee^^

or hit by the books while revising??

        exam is another thing that every single of teacher trainee need to face by May. I must do well and raise up to the place where i've began reaching the highest pointer before. i MUST and BELIEVE i can do and bring back the triumphant.

i'm glad i'm a school teacher

         last few week, i went to a school nearest to my long house, purposely for our 3rd SBE(School Based Experience). it was not a big school nor with the wide compound and not even with the high school building. it was small school with a very less student there. I really get into SBE this time since i've gone through roughly more than twice experience of going and teaching in the school. Let's enjoy viewing the pictures:)

and i present myself to Hari Permuafakatan held on saturday

Back to campus life. Nothing else i culd say, juz that 2 weeks holiday was totally full of enjoyment. Spending time with family is another inerasable part. Feeling empty the moment i'm away from home. Start to miss them and every single moment i've spent in home. Especially the scrumptious home cooks.
    Today, first thing i've done in the morning was reading the Holy Bible. that's the way i culd calm myself and bring back study mode. Since yesterday nite, i kept calling and receiving calls from home. It's indescribable how i miss my home so bad.
   And i've started counting the days towards another upcoming holiday in Mei. 8 weeks to go, hoping for time to flies and approaches Mei in a glimpse.
   Can't hold these tears anymore. I realized that i'm truly weak inside. These tears are nothing compared to the feeling of missing my beloved family.

"An ounce of blood is worth more than a pound of friendship"

i wanna be a bird who can fly freely in the sky, heading towards my home..:(

this feeling is undeniably unendurable..:( 

and 

i realized that..

wordless wednesday 1 (2012)

a son's words

they never asked for change. they extremely accept me for who i am. who believes i've stood here, be in da same boat with other fellas. countless hardships, and sliced by thorny sharped bushes of almost unbelievable things happened in the past, at laz i've been here for wht i deserved to have. there's no sigh since the indescribable events dragged me to the peak of triumphant. i really thank both of my beloved parents as well as the whole family of mine for had been there to speed the determination. "only the bird's mother knows how to feed her kids". other won't do. they never knew, but they noticed wht happened. not trying to make the flashback of the plots, but merely to touch the bottom of the bitterness. enormous hardships had past, n i can't conceal the instinct tht keep saying, "you're heading towards solitude and joys". cuz their prayers be my stick while i'm away for thousand miles..promise, i'll be back with the toils-be-rewarded-with-triumphant..be thre for me now and ever after..

there goes a present again..

today..was a fairytale.tet! haha

rewrite:

today was filled with joys and hyper-activeness especially during the lecture..

we had a phonic song presentation juz now,

where me and some friend of mine being the "class clown"..

class clown is not a taboo word for me..

we're being a class clown absolutely not to seek for the attention,

if u do describe us in such a way, MIDDLE FINGER for u! ^_*

in fact, we wanna make the class alive and full of excitement..

or else, u will end up with damn boring and killing lecture ever..

regularly receiving the gifts since the 3rd sem had begun, i noticed it^^

hmmm,

juz get into my main entry for today,

our hard works, hyper-activeness, childishness got rewarded for presenting the best phonic songs..

*a round of applause :)

really unique present i guess..haha

before offiiciated..

stuff inside..hahaxD
=)

2 things that really made my day :)

Blood Donation Campaign was done successfully!

congrate to all members of BSMM for the hard work to attract lot of donors to come and mke donation.

and one thing funny about the day,

i was able to go to the 1st counter to chck my blood type.

but then i was running away before leading to next, next, next counters..damn funny!

the reason y i didn't move on to the other counters was tht..

i culdn't escape from the feeling of afraid to blood, and it happened since i was a kid (damn me!)

i easily can get suffocated and feel the agony on certain part of the body (weaknesses)

but, 

dream came true since i knew what blood type i owned..

it's "O" (universal donor after all..hee)

though i was afraid to mke blood donation,

i'll make sure that someday i donate my blood to those needy..

when i'm 100% prepared and empty the nervousness + allergy..

another thing that made my day for today was..

i put on weight..

50kg------> 52kg

awesome! n i was satisfied with the 2 kg..

n hopefully, in days to come, i'll be increasing in height as well..hahaxD

(= =)