Malaysia's Next Top Model

i'm not a fortune teller,

neither to foresee things in future..

infact,

what is goin to happen in days to come,

had been planned for us by our Father in Heaven..

to get into my update,

today was a marvellous day for me..

and of cuz something special happened,

n it was unecpected..

last few weeks,

my class had been assigned to write a poem on "myself" based on our subject "kid's literature"

not merely to write,

but to put it in a designed card..

everyone of us came up with different creativity..

and i came up with a very own idea of mine:

~MYSELF~

Jerry,

Funny, Skinny

Naughty, Obedient, Cheerful

Malaysia's Next Top Model

Coco

and for your info,

this type of poem known as Diamond Poem as what had been learnt by us in the previous sem

and thing happened unexpectedly!

mine was chosen as the best poem among my fellow clazmates..

a gift from that particular lecturer

original wrapped! :)
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after that..

simple, typical but absolutely motivating!

thanks God for having me to be rewarded
i believe, hard effort deserves to have sumting gud in return
sooner or later..=)

HAIR

once again, a song from my favorite international singer LADY GAGA amazed me..

most people despised her but i'm not one of them..

in fact, i've a full interest on her and her songs in short..

a friend of mine wanted me to listen to her song..

undeniably, the lyric is totally meaningful..

and of cuz, it's related to her life as well as ours..

i've cited a stanza from her song's lyric..

why??

as it bashes the edge of my life..

"I've had enough, this is my prayer
That I'll die livin' just as free as my hair
I've had enough, this is my prayer
That I'll die livin' just as free as my hair
I've had enough, I'm not a freak
I just keep fightin' to stay cool on the streets
I've had enough, enough, enough
And this is my prayer, I swear
I'm as free as my hair
I'm a free as my hair
I am my hair
I am my hair"

hair??

how do you define the word "hair" actually?

anyway, different individual might come up with their personal definitions..

evry single of us free to have their own hairstyle..

and we can see vividly..

that people nowadays up to date with fashion..

they used to refer themselves as "fashionista"..

thus,

 mutual thing happen to our lives..

we are free to choose what path to be taken..

in what way we'll be living..

with whom we wanna live and spend the entire life..

the decision is in our hands..

grab it and nver let others seize it from you..

people might despise the way you're living..

but they dun have the right to plan a life for you..

you can be a what you like to be,

you can have what you wanna have,

you decide, not others!

you can have various preferences within you yourself..

all because, that life is yours <3

afraid of people,before they start spreading a bad side of you??

oh, gosh!

who cares!

people are like that, perhaps because they are on the peak of their jealousy..

so, keep making them envy is a way towards revenge..

so people,

what to afraid of..

let's live out loud!

enjoy Friday Night..

we'll go on the floor..

cuz, this life is all yours..

dedicated to lovely people like you..

shelter..

laz week i've decorated my room

since it had been left dusty for one and a half month..

it was not an easy job in decorating..

lot of things need to be done..

lot of things need to be pasted..

to be torn off..

to be changed..

to be swept away..

but, it was pretty awesome after seeing the outcomes of  my toils..

it's for my own sake in short..

i didn't focus merely on one theme..

my preference is tapestry..

means, my room should be colorful, cheerful and sparkle..

kling! kling!

here are some photos taken as the outcomes of my new room's design..

the very own design from me..

enjoy viewing! xD

a bear laying on bed

mr pink and his buddy as the guards on the desk..

look childish..but, i do like it..catchy rite?

the whole view of my desk

looking forward to come up with a new design in the next semester <3

FloOd

sharing with you NEWS from village..

situated in the rural area somewhere in sibu..

it takes about 1 and a half hour from town to my village..

raining continually flooded up my village..

fortunately, it was not as worse as the previous year..

most villagers need to move their cars n motorbikes to high land area

or else, they will end up by submerging in the water..

it was not an unusual natural disaster for all the villagers..
it did not happen once or twice, but quite regular..

scary??
it was fun in fact as we were able to play n swim all around the long house itself..hahaXD

instead of being a trainee teacher..

instead of being a trainee teacher..

i wish i culd be a great and professional photographer..

why??

cuz i love photo...SO MUCH!

itt's becoming my habit to take my own photos..

ESPECIALLY..

when boredom hits me..

this few photos of mine were taken in my room a few hour ago..

i do wish i culd expand this talent in days to come..

n knwing that,

learning process always takes place and nver comes to its end..

so, i'll keep learning and going through some improvement..

those who are expert in photography,

i really hope u'll help me out..

^^

this feeling..

aku benci mcm ni..

aku xdpat buang prasaan "homesick"..

i love holiday, but sumtime i hate it..

see what happen after long break..

aku rindu sgt2 ngn family aku..

missing xmas n new year celebrations that day..

dh lar CNY ni xblik..i'm sure i'll cry later on..

nmpak btul aku blum dpt berdikari..n undeniably, i rely much on my family..

one thing i want they to know..

i love them no matter how n in what condition i'll be..

they give me calls evry day..n i culd say tht's not enough to be a remedy..

should i cry n shout out loud..

so tht i will relieve..

n i found tht's the only solution i culd find out by right..='(

mumy n me <3

beloved family <3

dady n me <3

slmat pagi aya, ibu, ini, aki..haha..neyy, nda brasai bejaku iban dlm blog tu..tu meh keterubah update blog dlm bhasa iban..barang sapa ke ka belajar bejaku iban, tau datai ngagai pengajar coco ditu..ney, ndai nemu malu "promote" diri empu neh wai,..

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aku bru amat mechahka rikut saritu..dani pukul 2 tengahari..ney, cpa bisi dani maya nya..nyau angat tubuh didaing mata panas perenching..t bilik tu bc ikun, plaba aku pukul 6 lemai kini aku dani td..ukai asai di rumah ia wai..t d rumah bc org ngerak, ninga kaki kekentak, amat dani ngenyit arr..

kenu ku jaku ka "stdy" td lban ngenangka peresa minggu nyin..NADAI JAKU NYA WAI, WAI.."stdy" ia meh muka pisbuk tu..hahaXD  ukai pia ia unggal, alu ndai "mood" ka blajar tu..kelebih agi mya ujung minggu bakatu, bala mensia ndai didinga richah ba asrama laban ambis pansut bepedaka wayang, diting d taman bungai, ngepik kini bala sekeda ukai ktai nemu sida ia ngelangkau din..bala sekeda suping plaba aku laban duit elaun agi bedunjung dlm bank..

aku nyau tusut untak diau dalam bilik, asaika tepekung dlam kibung wai..ka ku pansut kaki buruk amai ga nyingkang, ngai ga bejalai ayun lundai meratika mensia sekeda bejalai baka arus ai sungai mansang maya pagi ari..ni nya alah titih wai..pma tinggal, alu tinggal meh nama ia..t bc "pemerindang ati sulu asi, buah ayam maya malam" nda ngawa ga..haha..ney, brupai mat minta di sagi ney wai..pahai laban..huhu

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akai daii wai, ari tadi aku kerah kerah, kuchau kuchau baka burung semalau..ka ngetu dulu ga aku, ngka nyau bc mood ka blajar..KENU! mupuk dulu aku wai..bala peminat ba pisbuk nganu mda aku nda "melayan

chat sida ia..puk!puk! ku munyi chat sida ia..ukai sigi dua ia waii...neyyyy..hahaXD 

mupuk wai, eh! ang guai, bedau mantai ka jaku prasang..aihhhhhhh! ney alu salah pun ia..

udah mayuh aku kuchah2, nyau ngai batang rekung richah..

nyamai aku ninga lagu, mantupka ati rindu,

dipuput ribut kulu, nda berasai ai mata nerutu kuyu,

betatika diri semampai ngenang selalu, ngenang ambai jauh beribu batu..

nyamai aku mupuk dulu, selamat lemai wai, selamat ujung minggu..